Well today was one of those days. Body was still hurting from back workout so I took an extra day off just to let my body recover, but still feeling good. About to start my new contest diet for the NPC Texas State in October. I think I have a better handle on how it is going to be this time.

That is not the sort that makes you go hmmm. That part is how does one keep their job when you have clustered so many things? Really can’t believe this dude still has a job when he has been nailed to the wall guilty of stupidity and somehow he gets out of it. If it was me I would have been gone a long time ago.

Just wondering how it is so. Well got the VCP books today and will be studying for that certification to better Trish and I’s life. It is a big boost in money so I am jacked about that. But it will also allow me to better peruse my company stuff (I can contract out on my own for it) and also my bodybuilding. So any positive step forward no matter how small it is is a good thing.

I truly never placed a lot of stock in IT certs, but it seems they are back in vogue so if I want to make more money I have to get them and so I shall.

On another front I think I am slowly finding that beast within again. Though it has taken meditation to remind me of that mindset I had back then. But no matter. As long as I can find it and harness it to become the bodybuilder I know I can be is all that matters to me. I need to find some new music cause I am tired of old school rap and metal. I hate pop and hip hop so I have no clue what I am going to start listening to. Been listening to a lot of opera music lately. It is fine, but does have its limitation.

Well time for bed. Hope everyone has a good evening.