Well it has been a little while since I actually just wrote a normal blog. So here it goes and hopefully you like it.
It seems that people always forget the most important things in life. Lord knows I have forgotten it many times over the last 2 years. I am of course talking about family and friends, but most importantly I am talking about your spouse. Sometimes I forget that she is just as invested in our marriage as I am. I seem to forget that she is just as easily hurt by my inactions as she is by my actions and that this is the number one killer of any relationship. Lately I have been trying to reconcile my own wants with what is best for our marriage and it seems every time I somehow start to blame her for me not being able to follow my dreams. I forget that she also wants me to follow my dreams of becoming a pro just as much as I want.
So here I sit trying to figure out how in the world I am going to go about making sure that I take care of the one I love and at the same time invest 100% towards the goal I have set for myself. I know most people will say hey a 34 year old has no shot at becoming a pro, but they don’t know me very well now do they. So I guess that I just need to go all in and get this taken care of and by creating the life I want it will help out so she can have the life she wants. Still working out the finer details of it, but it is coming along. Also thinking of trying to get a blogging job on the side with a newspaper or something so that I can bring in extra money to help pay for all the groceries and supplements that I have to have to remake myself into a giant. Guess it is time to talk to some of my friends that do this stuff for a living.
Well hopefully all of you are out there having a pleasant day and remember to thank everyone that has come into your life.
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